GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I really mean that. Today has been a day of ups and downs, of crazyness, tiredness, and gifts. some of my classes didn't go perfectly today, but that's okay. I got a box from home that had some of my favorite snacks that I couldn't find around here, tea, some small stuff I was needing or missing, and a letter that a friend sent me. It was so good to hear from him. I know I had heard from him through his letters to his family, but there is something different about getting a letter that is just for you. I really miss that boy. I think the ladies at the front desk were entertained because as soon as I saw which box it was, I was opening it up and digging for the letter. So, that made my day. I think that my day would have been good even with that, but no. God is amazing. When I got to my tech in ag class today, I was checking my email, and low and behold, I had an email addressed "you recieved a scholarship". Nancy Irlbeck, the associate dean helped me find $2000 for school this year. I know I won't have to take out a loan this term now. I may even be able to not have to take out a loan for the entire year, especially if I get a job next term. God is sooo Amazing. It is . . . wow.

And this has been just in his timing. At ramcamp on Saturday, I had been talking with an AgEd student from Oregon, and she was saying that OSU has an incredible AgEd program. I was starting to wonder if I was in the right place. Between church and the scholarships and the friends I have made here, I think I am where he wants me. And that is such a releasing feeling. I have such a uncomprehendable peace, it is amazing.

So, I will probably put more up here after I get back from dancing. I get to go swing dancing for like 3 hours tonight! Talk with you later!

AJ